Change is coming...

The last 3 weeks have dragged on and on...Jason has been in SC for a training class, and Chase has been in Ohio for the last 2 weeks. They will both return home on Sunday, and life will be somewhat back to normal again. I know it will take Chase awhile to adjust back to being home with his siblings again, and it will be a hard road for him to get settled back in at home. I have been able to get a lot done around the house, and I have also taken a lot of time for myself. To think clearer, to enjoy some time at home without so much chaos, and to step back and analyze our daily rituals... I'm hoping that once Jason gets home and we can have a few days together, that I will start feeling much less off balance than I have the last few weeks.

An open house is set up for this Sunday, so I am praying that someone will buy his house...Eighteen months on the market is just way too long, and living in limbo is quickly driving me insane. The in between state that we have been living in is taking its toll on me, and I know that the kids are having a hard time with Jason being gone all week...I have got to be able to share some of this load with Jason, and with him living 2 hours away during the week, it is falling on my shoulders until he can get home to rescue me every Friday evening. I'm tired of being in need of rescuing...I'm drained from hoping, wishing, and praying that this house will just sell.

I am heading to bed to rest up before tomorrow gets here and I'm not ready for it...The kids are going to see Alice in Wonderland with some friends tomorrow, so I will have a few hours to get some house cleaning done while they are gone.....Thank goodness for friends~I don't know what I would do without them!